Posted in November 2012

Emmie

Emmie

I gave my Ember away today. The cat that I wanted and loved before I met her. When I did finally meet her, and I picked her over the dozens and dozens of other cats in cages, I was blessed. She has been a friend for me for close to a year. I never want … Continue reading

Black Friday

Black Friday

Well I did not go shopping with 3 people, one as a runner, one as a distractor and one as buyer nor did I bring a backpack of essentials for Black Friday. Everything I need is at home, ready to be packed in a backpack to travel the world. But Jessica and I did indeed … Continue reading

Bare yet full

Bare yet full

Bare yet full, is the exact feeling I have at this moment. We sold our couch today, and that’s just the icing on the top. It has been a slope on-ways to our departure date, a slope of selling everything we have and prepping ourselves for everything we need. We have our two lawn chairs … Continue reading

Thanks

Thanks

I remember last year on Thanksgiving, I was sitting at a Cracker Barrel enjoying a Thanksgiving dinner outside of home for the first time since forever. I was working as an EMT and was on shift, my company gave us all a voucher for a free meal. I was far behind the growth level I … Continue reading

Greed

Greed

People are good. People are more than we think, more than we were taught and more than we imagined. We get these thoughts imprinted into our sub conscious that we literally can not trust anyone nor can we ask for help without being turned down. I don’t know if its America, if its the entire … Continue reading

Still

When I get to Europe , when I get there and are away from everything other than myself. I want to learn how to sit still. I want to learn how to not have to entertain myself via electronics, fiddling with things or just plain out pacing. I have grown accustomed to having to always … Continue reading

Lucky

I guess I can not explain the depths of lucky I am to be having this experience come so soon in my life. I lived my day to day, loved it. Lived my beautiful days with my fantastic family that always gave their hearts to me, other than my brother. I have been blessed to … Continue reading